The E started to kick in. All of a sudden colours were brighter and there was a rush of life and awakening going on in my head. I kind of forgot how to form coherent sentences then. For a bit. Wolfie was great. He stood close to me, his strong arms holding me gently, his voice calm and low and steady.
I needed water. Thirst came over me quickly. My fingers needed to feel stuff because...it felt so intense. And everything felt new. I secretly having Wolfie hold me like that. I was too rushy and incoherent to even remember how to get water, so Wolfie got me a glass. I took a long drink. It felt icy and refreshing. He stood close, looking down at me, slightly amused. I fumbled for words. He said, "the words you are looking for, are 'thank you Sir'". Oh. My. God. Hah. I would have done anything he asked me to, right then.
The rest of the night is kinda hazy for me. I remember pieces of it. Being on my knees, giving myself to him, my whole submission. He had caught me, god I wanted to be his. Being whipped for the first time ever- that delicious fear and...anticipation. Him using me-he was so confident in himself, it was a really big turn on. And, he had every reason to be confident. He knew. Knew how to play the game, knew about desire and hunger and need. Knew the exact things to say to turn my insides to goo.
That night awakened something in me, and ever since, I've been hungry for more; and getting more only serves to make the hunger greater. Wolfie has the same hunger for more as I do. And together we push forwards, discovering new and exciting depths.
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